A lot of wrong stuff in here. You mistake the mysterious and the unknown for negative declarations of "science." How do you know death is a horrible experience? I've seen a lot of it as a nurse, and it seems extremely peaceful in most cases, even beautiful. "You are nothing" is a drastic oversimplification of a subject about which there is little agreement among thinkers. Yes, the egoic, alienated "me" is an illustion, but that doesn't mean there is no "me" in a larger sense.